Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Meeeeetings Galore!

Alright so this past week I had a meeting with my PM. My first thought when we were told we are required to have this meeting was "WOW, LAME!" But it actually turned out to be very helpful. Amy is my PM's name. She's way cool. Anywho, she asked a bunch of questions about how I feel about school and my study habits and what not. She gave me this wheel of topics to choose from of something I would work on throughout the semester. I chose the topic more effective studying. I figured that'd be a good one. I've never done very well at studying, or at least targeted studying. I always pretend like i'm studying really hard, or like i'm doing the stuff i'm supposed to, but half the time I'm just doing the required and nothing more. And most all of those times I'm just doing it to say i did it. Not really to gain anything. So i think it's a real good thing I met with Amy. She helped me find a goal, and focus on it. She also helped me figure out some ways that i can see this goal through. I'm glad, and i really hope that i can follow through with them. It would be very helpful in my schooling and grades, and overall attitude towards school. We also have to meet with an advisor to help us with our major. I am really looking forward to this. I have a meeting tomorrow, so hopefully that goes well and it helps me out a lot more. Aww, I'm kinda nervous. :-/ so we'll see how it goes. Until next time, this has been JaNae Lee Waters. Signing off. 

Thursday, September 18, 2008

HUH!!!

For University 101 we had to teach this dance we learned in class last week to 3 people. I taught my sister, my brother in law, and this Kelsey girl from my intramural volleyball game. It was way fun to teach them. I don't know why, but I felt good because it was something I knew and they didn't. Plus I just liked watching them look ridiculous as they did it. Even though I probably looked just as ridiculous as them. I enjoyed it as well because I went to the world of dance thing last night, and it made me like dancing way more than I ever thought I would. Not that this dancing compares even closely to the dancing I did. But still cool that I could relate the two. Anywho, that's all for now. Peace out!

Friday, September 12, 2008

My Grandpa Waters

My Grandpa Waters...Love of my life. He recently got very very sick. I was so upset to hear about this. He will be turning 91 this Saturday. He may be old, but he's the most spunky 91 year old man you'd ever run into. He's so friendly and loving, and he could seriously talk anybody's ear off. He's the cutest little man I know. You can imagine my anxiety when I heard how sick he was, and the seriousness of the surgery he would be having. Long story short, he had a build up of blood in his brain and would need to get it drained. They said he didn't have much chance of surviving. This is my grandpa. Life without him just doesn't seem possible. I prayed and prayed that I would be able to see him this weekend, in case anything happened. The surgery was planned for next Thursday, so I was happy to hear that I'd definitely get to see him before anything took place. Then, the surgery got jumped up to Wednesday afternoon. I was so upset. But for some reason, I just knew that I'd be able to see him. I did get to talk to him on the phone a few times, but I can't lie, that just wasn't good enough. So Wednesday I get the good news that he came out of surgery just fine. Oh was that a relief! I traveled home this weekend to see him. I was so nervous about seeing him and the condition he was in. I get in there, and he has all sorts of tubes and what not hooked into him. It did not look fun. I was happy that in my time there I got to visit him a lot and spend some good time with him. It was hard to see him like that, not being able to feed himself, laying in the hospital bed all day, and not always having someone from the family there with him. I observed a lot of great things about my Grandpa, things I always knew, but were especially present as he was there in the hospital. He is the most loving man I have ever seen. One night when my grandma was getting ready to leave, my grandpa told her to come stand next to him. He struggled to put his arm around her, and then he sang her a love song. If that isn't cute, I dont know what is. My grandparents have the cutest relationship ever! I think they act the same way they did when they first fell in love. They look out for each other, and love each other, and are just soo amazing together. I hope that one day I can have a relationship just as good as theirs. I also noticed what things were most important to my grandpa, like making sure the family was ok, his wife was ok, make sure that we all were choosing the right, and that we were all praying and keeping our faith in God. He just amazed me the whole time I was there. Anyways, on my way back to Provo I stopped by to see him for the last time. He was reminding me of the things that I should be doing, like always having faith, hope, charity, and love. He told me I should love everyone. If I don't love people, how will they ever love me? He also told me to always forgive people because that is something that would make me the truly happy. As he was saying this, I just began to cry. I didn't want to leave him. As i started to walk away he looked at me and started to cry too and asked if I really had to go. I didn't want to, but I had to. So we parted, and I started to drive back to Provo. I started thinking about how I did get to see him like I prayed for, but how much I didn't want that to be the last time I got to see him. It reminded me of a song that says, "One more day, one more time, one more sunset baby and I'd be satisfied, but then again, I know what it would do...Leave me wishing still for one more day with you." I probably listened to that song 20 times on the way home. It made me so sad. I am very grateful that I did get to see him, and that he made it through the surgery and that he is recovering very well at this point. I'm glad that he's my grandpa, and that he has been able to teach me soo much. He makes me very happy.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

University 101

Just a quick preface...My University 101 teacher asked our class to blog about the things happening in the class, or things we do in the class as far as assignments and projects and what not. I guess that's what this blog will be filled with. Maybe more, maybe not. I'm still undecided. 
So I just got done annotating the article we were supposed to read for university 101. It was by Henry B. Eyrings, and it was called "A Child of God." It really got me to thinking about my education and how important it should be to me because of how important it is to my Heavenly Father. One part in particular made me think about something I've been taught from the time i was born. You see, I'm a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, and we believe in present day revelation by prophets called and chosen by God. So, you see, this is something I've known all my life, but it didn't really hit me that I was being taught by the man who knows all, the man who created all things, and is most powerful and knowing. ME PERSONALLY!? Being taught by such a powerful and learned man? So cool! It made me wonder how excited I would be if I was told that I was being taught here at BYU by the most knowledgeable professor there ever was. A professor that knew things no one else knew, someone who knew his subject like the back of his hand. To me, that would just be the coolest thing ever! Anyways, that was just one thing that really stuck out to me in the reading. I loved it. I'm glad we had to annotate it instead of just reading it. I gained so much more from it by actually thinking about what I was reading, and trying to come up with something deeper than what was just on paper. Well, I guess that's all for now, until I think of some more. BUH BIA NOW!